I miss you 'til I die

2 Poems

Fence

Emails go unchecked 

unresponsive 

unconscious 

under the ground

Last chance

Disco

Bag of groceries sweating on the wood floor 

So easy to melt 

when your body is so warm

and so soft

I can't get you to Vermont 

I am my own stillborn baby

How long have you been there 

My head is full of water 

I don't try

              to stick my hand out the fence 

I miss you ‘til I die

Crying on the bus back down 

For no reason at all 

It seems 

Listening to you 

and I cannot control myself

Rain slicked pavement

I feel hollow in a way

I have not felt before 

But she has had her hand on my shoulder 

For ohhhhh 

so long

I miss you- Bjork 

‘Til I die- The Beach Boys  

These are 2 songs I put on the third playlist

for you

but I moved the latter song up because I was shocked by the extremity of

I miss you til I die.